where does it all begin?

so i am here,
in this house.
the walls so quiet,
it speaks to me.

i am listening,
to the nothingness,
that rebounds from all sides,
until i passed out.

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i started an adventure, going out on my own and got myself a new cave. the cave so comfy that i thought i have found my own little heaven. yet heaven is not what quite it seems.

dwelling inside the cave is a queen, so absorbed in her own world that she hardly notices me around. the queen is a little icey at the moment, her heart wrenched and her mind boggles. she yearns for that love from a man who seem so distant and yet she sees him most of the time.

my adventure has started to be a little challenging, on my intuition to discover the whole world i left my nest hoping that someday ill be able to make someone out of me.

i am contemplating on finding a new cave, for this cave seems rather cold lately. should i stay and weather this out of should i leave to find another? it would be a life learnt lesson to stay, learning comes with a price. it eats away the insides of me a little bit. gnawing and chewing and spitting it out again.

i must find a way to unlock the heart of this queen if want to survive the world beyond.

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ok definately rambling now. too much food does goes to my head. too much pau. too much teppanyaki. just too much.