alamak, as i was trying to change my blog name to something more memorable i've lost all MY READ LIST. i mean who in the right mind would want to remember AOSHI09.blogspot.com right?
so hear i am with new address:
http://adamlah.blogspot.com
tadaaa..
i did some soul seaching and i found out i've lost my soul.
OH MY.
no i havent lost it to the devil, tho my mum liked to think so. he he no ma, just because i bang my head to music doesn't mean i haven't been a little good muslim. =P
its just that feeling where what ever i do, i haven't the passion for it. i used to imagine months back that when i start working my arse off as part time retail pharmacist ill be doing my best to educate the stubborn-know-it-all-kiasu malaysian public on drugs and medication education. BUT! .. after 5 months of sludgin it out i've finally realized that i'm not up to it! it just takes up much of my energy and it sucks! i'm tired of arguing with Aci's, makciks, pakciks, ane's all of them trying to tell them what generic and brand name is!
and ive lost it with my methadone patient too. its like doing the same kind of never ending cycle without the WHOOOPEEE at the top.
and then i went back to my homeland, he he.. well i would like to think that since some of my forefathers was from the indonesian island. looking back at the trip and seeing all those people on the street i cant help but to say SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILLAH that GOD didn't give me that kind of life.
so where is my soul? aieeeeeeeeee
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