amazing.

ahhhhhhh.

id wish he had done it slowly.

its freaking painful.

steady he said.

it'll be over in a minute he said.

take it in he said.

stop it.

stop it.

stop it.

it hurts.

though the pain subsides after a while.

and then the numbness sets in.

i feel euphoric.

my heart twitters.

as he inserted that thing into me.

aaaahh.

why am i here?

to see him?

i had to.

it was crucial.

for i needed him.

very much.

.................

demn that meningitis shot hurts!