menanti sebuah jawapan..

aku tak bisa luluh kan hati mu, dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cinta mu ... PADI (layan deh)

does anyone knows how it feels to be trapped in this never ending cycle of repetitious emotions and head spinning feelings that makes you want to vomit over and over again?

what am i cracking about? honestly to God i don't know. office is at its cycle of getting new officers. my nemesis is kicked out to another unit (a cause of celebration?) and im still stuck where i am. i have so many plans and things to do but the only thing that lacks is my enthusiasm to keep it up.

i need counsellors!! i really do wish i had the quirks and talents to discover my patient's weakness and induce motivation in them selves to say NO to DRUGS! i know for a fact some of them is on the road to freedom but now and then due to family and friends some of 'em fall from grace. AADK hasn't been much help at all, i need to call em again this few days to remind them of their work here in my place.

............................................ rambling rambling rambling.. too many things in my head..

to Budaksetan no 7 ( i think, cos there's 7 em) .. may you find peace and calm where you are. immerse yourself in the land of prophets, absorbe the hundreds of years of history to only deduce your own conclusion of what life is. life is about living it, no pain no gain i always say. may this ramadhan brings you a little closer to sense of peace in your heart. for no love may fill your heart other than those who brings you joy. people comes and people goes, thats how it is. but the memories remain.

to Mr.Hobbit Engineer and MR ID wiz; love means staying with them all through thick and thin. but it doens't mean you love them if your heart is somewhere esle. to be or not to be is always been your question, and i tell you to choose either one. to be stuck in the middle of nowhere is like living with a ghost. yes, you think you are responsible and you think you are doing them a favour by staying with her but really do you think you are doing that? i hope in many hopes in future, you find the road that leads to your freedom. off not for them but for yourselves. be brave for the uncertain, a step you will have to take.

someday we'll know, if love can move a mountain
one day i'll go dancing on the moon.
someday you'll know that i was the one for youuuuuuu..