if tomorow is when i die..

"there is no time for sadness if tomorow is when i die"

That's my new motto for this month, i believe i have much to do before i succumb to death. Death comes for all of us, some quicker than others...

been thinking about my ending, the IF's of all IF's ..

i know it aint right or good to be thinking the endless possibilities of life but i just couldnt help it. i want to be ready, mentally and emotionally.. death is to be expected and im expecting it full heartedly..

if my time is short then let it be short, i will make the most of it.

was reading stories of survivors of AIDS patients. I guess the only disease in the whole freaking world that brings much nightmares and sense of endless doom. but then again, there are people out there who fought AIDS and survived if not cured. there is no CURE but we can survive from it.

to help people is to first help yourself, theres no point in wanting to help people but when it comes to yourself.. aiyah ... whos treating who again? but most important of all is to need compassion and the sense that every little bit that you do could one way or another help. it don have to be a big thing, small things matters as well.

a favourite quote of my mom:

"By the time (al-Asr),
Verily men is in loss,
Except those who believe (in Islamic monotheism) and do righteous good deeds and recommend one another to the truth and recommend one another to patience."

I guess moms do know everything :P hehehe