currently

recent event has left me sicken in the stomach at our 'efficient' PDRM in doing their work. they seem so efficient and swift when allegations of 'sodomy' by a drop out dumb ass as compare to the killing of an beautiful mongolian mum. its all about what is important in malaysia. our priorities are some what screwed.

sharlini is still missing and the killers of Nurin is still free.

yes we are definately safe here in malaysia.

my friends cant go about in subang walking at night without getting mugged.

yes we are safe here in malaysia.

no worries.

leave your gates open and your doors unlock.

there was a time when i could just walk about around my neighbourhood at night and not worried about anything except wild dogs, now theres almost security guards at every 200 metres employed by individuals wanting to feel safe in their own homes.

all this development and all this wealth that was brought to us at what cost?

i woke up feeling miserable, i don't know perhaps it was due to monday morning blues but then again i seem to get the blues almost everyday now. my shoulder aches and my mind boggled. feeling lethargic and uninspired. ive lost my muse i suppose.

trying to perk myself up i bought several tins of sugarless red bull (cut down on the calories konon), some dark chocies by vochelle and salmon in mayo ayam brand. wanted to get some unagi's (salted eels) but what the hell, can get a tin of salmon for 2 pieces of that sushi.

working at 2pm till 9pm today, boring shift involving Panadols, cough syrup and endless diarrhea. i don't know why we have to this all for the sake of double checking meds in case our assistants mistakenly given wrong medications.

im being morbid again, anyway looking up tonight, hopefully ill get to hang out with some friends for satay after werk.

some funny stuff to cheer up monday: